Cameron's Story
I just completed a 30-day detox at the Calgary Drop-In Centre (DI). I was feeling good about myself until I received a phone call from Marc, the Simon House Intake Coordinator, informing me that Simon House was ready to welcome me. At first, I was excited because I had been calling in every day for the past 30 days, then it hit me, and a wave of anxiety flooded over me. This was really happening, and I had a bunch of feelings and emotions of uncertainty. Would they like me? Will I do well? Will I get along with everyone? All these thoughts kept popping into my head.
With faith and hope, I packed up my belongings, but I remember being a bit of a nervous wreck, not going to lie.
On July 21, 2023, I walked through those doors, trying to overcome my shyness and putting on the appearance of someone who was open and optimistic. I didn't think I knew anyone.
As I was settling in, another resident, Kurtis, remembered me. I had no clue who he was until he told me we met at the DI. I felt relieved to know at least one person, and I bombarded him with questions, as if it were my first time in jail or something. Kurtis just chuckled and then gave me a tour of Simon House, making me feel welcomed. We talked for about an hour, and he told me how proud he was of me for walking through those doors. He offered me moral support, and I no longer felt scared and anxious.
Then, I ran into James, whom I had met at the Mustard Seed shelter. He shared words of wisdom, and I felt proud of him, even though we barely knew each other.
I thought that treatment was not going to be so bad after all. I shifted my attention to everything that Simon House had to offer me, as a very shy kid who was initially scared to walk through its doors. I only wish I had found Simon House sooner. I made sure to attend every class and made new connections, which built up my confidence. I was finally starting to enjoy Simon House and participated in its many programs, such as hiking, water rafting, smudging, visiting the sweat lodge, volunteering, and all the events that boosted my confidence. It helped me realize that I am not alone in my recovery.
With the support of the Simon House staff and brothers, I have made new connections, like the Chef who impressed me with his great food. I also became a part of wider global events such as Overdose Awareness Day and Recovery Day, giving me hope that this program can work not only for me but for the many others who will follow me. I shifted my focus to how I can be that support for others, offering my help and being a role model to those still suffering. For once in my life, I now think I can lend a helping hand and make another person's day better. The tools given to me by this program at Simon House truly work if you want them to and pay attention to the things learned. I could not be more grateful for the care and support I received at Simon House. No words can express the life-changing experience. I now have a gift that I can take with me and pass on to those still suffering.
“Work it, if you work it ‘cause you’re worth it!”
God Bless, Much Love.
— Cameron